here, im going to go in depth, on my traumas. dont like??? go away!

rape
age: 8 years old
perpetrator: family friend (mike)
impact?:Probably the worst thing that ever
happened to me,,even the thought of this man
raping me makes me feel so sick and so anxious it hurts.
this absolute disgusting man, recorded and most likely shared
my brutal rape. that also really fucks me up. i blame this for
literally every mental illness i have, even if its not the actual cause.
what did this cause?: this absolutely caused my relentless hypersexuality.


molestation
age: 9 years old
perpetrator: older brother (no name bc he could actually find this)
impact?: this ruined my trust in people. Thanks to him, i can barely trust
anyone. He was my older brother, Someone i was supposed to trust. he was young, and everyone
uses that to excuse him of his actions. he was molested by my father. another excuse.
he has autism. so do i!!!! that doesnt mean shit !!!! having autism doesnt mean you can
molest your baby sister !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck off !!!
what did this cause?:probably also contributed to my hypersexuality. idk


abuse
age: 9-16 years old
perpetrator: older brother again(no name bc he could actually find this)
impact?: My brother was a sick fuck. he abused my entire family. looked at child porn. (which i told people, and no one believed me)
the amount of times he threatened me with a knife is insane. He called me, my mom and brother so many names,
i can only think of maybe 3 happy times with him. also he got mad at me when i called him an incel,,,even though he totally was.
what did this cause?:made me scared of men, everytime i hear a loud bang and i dont know where it came from,
i get unbelieveably scared. i hate hate HATE my little pony bc of him and he ruined my self-esteem.